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Calculus 1560 Test

Sep. 29th, 2006 | 03:44 pm
Location: U of Lethy
Mood: confusedconfused
Tunes: Lips like Morphine--Kill Hannah-www.myspace.com/killhannah

I just finished a Calculus test... it was pretty easy... too easy. I have no clue how I did. I think I may have done pretty good, because of its simplicity, but, i don't know, it just seemed too easy so I don't know if I was doing it right. I know shit all about calculus... lol... ahhh... the life of a math major.

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Subject Line!

Sep. 29th, 2006 | 10:55 am
Location: Lethbridge
Mood: crazyIntimidating
Tunes: EMBER-->We Pray to Forget ( http://www.myspace.com/embermj )

Two weeks ago a friend from math class, Kaitlin, and I met a couple of guys, Scott and Jordan, at the bar. Well Jordan liked Kaitlin and I knew that and they went out, so they are like a little item, kinda. So, I thought that Scott might like me and then I though he doesn't and I just wasn't sure at all. Well last night Jordan called me and was like "What I am going to tell you right now, you can not tell Scott, he doesn't know that I am calling you and he would kill me if he found out what I said." and at this point I was really confused and didn't know what was going on. Well Jordan told me that Scott really likes me but doesn't know how to approach me, and Jordan was like "So, yeah, dont tell him I told you, I told you just because he doesn't know how to approach you, so, I thought that I would tell you and give you the heads up and kinda put it in your hands." Kaitlin knew that Scott liked me for like a week and a half now, and I just found out last night. So, yeah, thats my story, so now I am going to call Scott sometime this weekend and ask him if he wants to hang out or something, because I do like him, he is a really fun and nice guy and he is funny. But, ever since I talked to Jordan last night I keep on thinking and wondering if I am intimidating... Am I intimidating? I didn't think I was but now I am wondering. Like I know that I look like a girl that is kinda tuff and I know that I am a bitch, but would that be intimidating for a guy. Oh well... its kinda funny, yet kinda cute... lol.

From Lethy With Love and Rock and Roll:
\m/ stephanie \m/
mmmm... metal

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hello

Sep. 28th, 2006 | 12:01 pm
Mood: calmcalm
Tunes: Kill Hanna- "Kennedy"

I am at the University of Lethbridge, in the computer lab and there is a hot guy sitting one computer down from me... he is so sexy.

Im cold right now... and I am bored, there nothing to do except for home work. I guess I should get on that lol

ta ta

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OH MY GOD IM BACK AGAIN!!!

Sep. 22nd, 2006 | 02:19 pm

well I left for quite some time... I think my last post was 30 weeks ago

I have moved away from home, I now live in Lethbridge, Alberta. I am going to the University of Lethbridge. I'm still as fucked as ever, if not a little bit more.

Just thought that I would give an update. and I will be on here again, i just didnt want to come on live journal when I still liveed at home because my parents had found it and it was bad.

ta ta for now

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Good-bye

Mar. 8th, 2006 | 12:23 pm

well good-bye live journal... no more of me on this site.... bye bye



have a great day

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scholarship finalist

Mar. 7th, 2006 | 05:23 pm
Tunes: Green Day

i applied for some scholarships for next year when i go to university and i recently got a e-mail from one called "TOP 20 UNDER 20" it goes to 20 people under the age of 20 in Canada who have shown leadership abilities and such... but any-whos i am a finalist, which is good, there are 40 finalists... but i have to do a telephone interview which will suck.... the scholarship is for $2000 and a trip to toronto to get your money... i think that it is strange that i am a finalist, i didnt think that i would even get looked at... but it would be sweet if i did win.... hmmmmm i just want to get out of here and go to university

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feminism

Mar. 6th, 2006 | 09:35 pm
Mood: feministic
Tunes: Disturbed

So i am reading a book called "Female Chauvinist Pigs"... it is really good, i am so glad that nash lent it to me

it really has me thinking about how women act towards themselves and other women... it is such a good read

i hate how i was reading it at school and everyone was laughing at the idea... all the guys think that a woman is nothing more than something to look at, a cook, and a vagina... that is all we are according to my classmates... that is total bull shit

why are women valued based on their looks, color of hair (you know "blonde is beautiful"), boobs and waist size... like holy shit, if what i amount to in the future is bassed on those things i think that i am screwed

why do some women think that conforming to the ideal male fantasy liberating and feministic, like they think that if they strip and pose for porn they have the power and they are making a feministic statement, do they not realize that they are furthering the stereotype that women are nothing but ass, tits and a vagina... and young girls grow up thinking that it would be a dream come true to be in Playboy,that is not the message that we should send to kids, we should teach them that women are not objects we shouldn't lower ourselves to be nothing more than a centerfold that will soon be covered in sperm because the young teenage boys and the lonely men are masturbating to your picture... it is so degrading

sorry for the rant... but it was on my mind

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pissed off

Mar. 2nd, 2006 | 12:08 pm
Mood: bitchyim gunna lose it
Tunes: county(everyone is listening to on the radio) it sucks

Well, i am supposed to get my lip pierced today at 6, but now i don't know if i can because my parents are being ass holes and wont let me go to town with the car. I was talking on the phone with them earlier and they were yelling at me and telling me that i do nothing around the house and shit... fucking ass holes... it pisses me off when people say that i do nothing

so now i have to see if i can change my appointment or see if i can get a friend to take me in, but i highly doubt if any friends will because most of my friends are being jerks... my friends hate me, and they haven't really talked to me in so long, we never hang out anymore... and they always bitch at me. for example i was saying how i hate my family and everyone sits there and says "No you dont they are great" and shuit like that but fuck people have no idea what my life is like, they dont know that my parents aren't always fun... i hate life

this pisses me off... my family sucks... my friends hate me

I CANT WAIT UNTIL I GRADUATE SO I CAN GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS FUCKING HELL HOLE OF A PLACE!!! I WANT TO GO AWAY FROM HERE, THIS IS MY OWN PERSONAL HELL!!!

im going to go call to see if i can change my appointment now

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Just got home

Feb. 25th, 2006 | 02:32 am
Mood: blahblah
Tunes: None

I just got home from Youth Quake... it wasn't too bad... Thousand Foot Crutch was there, and they are a really good band

im cold


and bored


and i want to cut

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just got home frrom party

Feb. 24th, 2006 | 01:48 am
Mood: depressedrazor friendly
Tunes: System of a Down

well i just home from a party at the flats... i smoked pot and it was a good time... i am happy for a bit when i am stoned, but then i will all of a sudden i will just drop and i get so depressed, even more then usual, and it makes me want to cut... i dont know why i smoke pot it always makes me like this... fuck im dumb

oh a speaking of cutting, i was cleaning my room today and what do I find... I found 2 more razors... i should have thrown them away but i couldnt... i had been craving a cut for so long.... so i cut... and i am so stupid.... i am sorry nash... i let you down

i want to cut again so bad


well bye bye

P.S. people who read my journal probably think that i am a massive freak and that i have issues

P.P.S. last night vanna and I went to the movies... we saw Brokeback Mountain... it was better that i thought it would be... but i though that is was more funny than serious..... but any ways before the movie we went shopping at the Giant Tiger and I found the cutest pair of shoes... they are so tacky they are cute and i love them..... i am also getting my lip pierced on Thussday as in about a week from now... it will be fun, i cant wait

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